Recap of 2025
Recap of 2025
Looking back on 2025 it was filled with goodbyes, new beginnings, new friends, memorable memories and lessons to be learned. The year has also helped me fall in love with Jesus and grow closer in my walk with Him.
While dealing with things medically God’s been teaching me a lot about Heart Posture.
It isn’t about appearing spiritual. It’s about turning the deepest parts of me toward Jesus-my fear, my anger, my joy, my doubt, my longing-and letting Him meet me there. It’s the inward yes before the outward obedience, the quiet surrender beneath my words. It’s choosing to lean toward Him again and again, even when I feel fragile or unfinished.
What Heart Posture Looks Like
It's the difference between;
Performing and being present
Striving and receiving
Hiding and allowing yourself to be seen
It looks like
Going to Him with your questions instead of pretending you don’t have them
Letting conviction soften you instead of shame harden you
Choosing trust when you don’t understand
Saying “Search me” even when you’re afraid of what He’ll heal
Sometimes it’s bold.
Sometimes it’s trembling.
Sometimes it's nothing more than, “Lord, I don’t know how but I’m still here”
2025: The Year of Diagnosis
Last year felt like a long appointment in God’s exam room.
Not rushed. Not cold. Just honest light.
2025 was the year the Great Physician laid His hand over the quiet aches I had learned to live with — the grief I buried, the fears I renamed as “strength,” the exhaustion I called “normal.” He didn’t shame me for the symptoms. He simply listened to the heartbeat beneath my words and said, “Let’s tell the truth about what hurts.”
It was the year of diagnosis- not in the sense of being labeled, but of being seen accurately.
He showed me where my soul was inflamed by worry, where my trust was fractured, where old wounds were still unhealed under clean bandages. He named the places I avoid. He touched tender areas I didn’t realize were still bruised. And somehow, even the revealing felt like kindness — because you can’t heal what you refuse to name.
2026: The Treatment Plan
Now 2026 feels different.
It feels like stepping from diagnosis into treatment — not a quick fix, but a careful, patient plan written with love in the margins. A year of physical therapy for the heart, learning how to move again without pain. A year of spiritual rehab, where weak places grow strong through repetition, honesty, and grace.
This year feels like:
• learning new rhythms instead of rushing
• taking prescribed rest instead of wearing exhaustion like a badge
• replacing old thought patterns like changing bandages
• trusting the Healer enough to let Him touch what still hurts
It’s the beginning of recovery — not because I am strong, but because I am willing to be guided.
Healing, in God’s care, is rarely just removing pain. It’s restoring alignment. It’s retraining the heart to beat with His. It’s learning to live as someone loved, not someone simply surviving.
Stepping into the New Year
So if 2025 was the diagnosis — the x-ray of my soul held up to the light — then 2026 is the treatment plan I get to walk through with Him:
slow, intentional, faithful recovery, hand in steady hand with the One who never misreads a chart and never loses a patient He loves.
